Trudging through damp sand, counting the lines where the snakes have crossed the road. Air like a damp towel; it’s too heavy to breathe. Knees scream at the feel of the concrete floor; swallow pills to shush them.
At least my feet don’t feel broken.
Steven cuts sub buns like he’s performing surgery. Meticulous, even knife strokes. There would be little scarring. He’s a sweet kid, but a bad listener. Always does the exact thing I tell him not. Big blue eyes are impossible to rebuke.
Riley broke his leg while running in the dark. It was stupid, and he’s suffering for it. One week in the powder blue cast that sta
"It's degenerative. There's nothing else you can do."
No, but really. What's the next test? The next plan? Where do we go from here?
"You can take something for the pain. That's all."
I'm 30 years old, and there's nothing left to do.
You couldn't look and see it. Like a mirage, or one of those pictures with a hidden image. If you looked straight at him, he disappeared. Something else took his place, something that always made us feel better. Something placating and fake.
He was always fun. Always. That Christmas before, when we talked on the phone all night… me in my lonely apartment, him on a balcony with a cigarette and a bottle of wine. He asked what my flowers were going to be in the wedding. I thought he was the strangest boy I’d ever met.
And I could see it, in the way he lingered. But I was too new to say.
Now it’s twice a year, a crash on the
My ankles were swollen with venom,
the first time this year,
plagued for hours by ants and mosquitoes
stirred up by the rain.
The rain does not freshen the smell of
rotting gator skulls,
or the mingling of wet dog and muddy diaper
from my ansty kids.
The blooming weeds do not distract us with
bouquets of perfume.
Heady, I once read in a column about spring.
Drunk on heady flowers.
Heady is how I feel just before
a migraine is birthed
immediately behind my left eye and
the base of my skull.
There are no migraines today because
the sunshine is gone
and the only reason for squinting
is the steady rain.
My shoes are soaked from th
honey i can see the stars by opaline-skies, literature
Literature
honey i can see the stars
He falls in love with her on a Saturday, when she shows him how to skip stones across the river and doesn't laugh when his sink two, three, four times before she corrects his wrists. He likes being around her because she keeps his thoughts quiet, even though she isn't; the tv in the living room is always switched to The History Channel and he laughs quietly while she waxes poetically about Napoleon, holds her hand all the way through the Salem Witch Trials and when she falls off the edge into sleep somewhere between The Coercive Acts and the Boston Massacre, he lets her doze against his shoulder.
When they go out to dinner, he holds the door
After the incident with Gwen and her mother, along with its unhappy ending, my father had a very serious talk with my mother. He was no harsh stag by all means, yet he was a stag of principles and even though he had allowed by mother many of her fancies, he made clear to her, that she had taught me well enough to be kind towards servants and lower classed fawnlings and that in the future he did not want to see me playing with fawnlings not matching my rank ever again.
So, my mother did make sure I only associated myself with other princesses and royals from that day, she also told me I was no longer to play tag with Aedan and the other boy
Fynn ran. As fast as his legs could carry him, he ran. And as a werewolf, it was pretty fast, even if he was stuck in his human form. But he needed to go faster. His lungs burned, his legs protested as he jumped a fallen log and then dodged around trees. He’d been running for hours, jumping logs, creeks, sometimes animals. Twigs snapped at him, slicing through his skin like a knife through butter as he pushed himself even faster. He flinched when he heard the howls behind him, following him, but knew better than to look back. It would slow him down too much and he needed speed. He felt himself pale when a few minutes later, he
I think of you, when it rains.
Don’t you remember
The fickle breezes
Spattering droplets in our faces,
How a great gust carried off your Donald Duck umbrella
And we chased it,
Across the square, across the park,
Where it finally caught
In the rosebushes.
One of the ribs was broken
But I laughed
And laughed because it made Donald’s tail droop,
Until you were laughing too.
I don’t know how we didn’t even
Notice that my hands were bleeding from the thorns
Until we were halfway home.
You asked me if it hurt—
Of course it did,
But it didn’t matter—
Besides, I just can’t cry with raindrops running d
Admittedly, I was a rotten child. I liked to spend my time throwing rocks at stray dogs. No one ever bothered to stop me until the old voice in the alley.
Why are you throwing rocks at puppies? It was an old man voice, deep and gravelly, so I didnt stop.
Because I want to, old man, I retorted and tried to sound mean. There was no warning before I heard a yelp and felt dirt under my shoulders. I tumbled over and realized the yelp had come from me. I lay on the ground and listened to my heart beat. That old man had pushed me down, and now he would pay. You asked for it! I yelled and grabbed the first
Nobody expected the transfusion to work.
Except the preacher.
The preacher was burned into the background of those days, always behind the faces of friends and family. He was the face I woke up to, and the last face before I fell asleep. The preacher was my last full memory from before the accident.
The preacher wasn't really a preacher. Every town or community of any size has a man like the preacher wandering about, some guy who was really something before he lost his mind. Sometimes they live in shacks or trailers out in the woods or on the edge of town.
Ours lived in the alley beside the building, around the edge of a dumpster. Maybe h